The Future of me

The guy i loved for ages but then gave up because he said he loved someone else more than me has just told me that he loves me. 

Yeah, perfect timing. 

I just keep telling him he has his gf now and thats it. Nothing is ever going to happen because he hurt my heart too much.

Great, well at least one person actually loves me. 

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im still crying, i need some cheering up. I cant believe it. 

I think im going to move in with my grandma and then she has to get the internet. 

I cant take it anymore. I just cant! i dont have the energy to put up with her shit. 

My mother, the women who has been cruel to me for my entire life just said that she doesnt love me and that no one ever could. 

My mother, who was being very angry yesterday said to me that the only reason i was going to my friensd birthday party was not because he wanted me there but because he wanted my money. She then said that my friends could never love something like me. I ignored that because i didnt want to get into it. 

Today, after forgetting that and moving on spending a whole day driving around with her she told me after we got home, not even 30 minutes ago that no one could ever love anything like me. This was because after she spoke to me asking me who i was talking to on msn i said ” just people hwo care” which she replied ” there is no one there” and then i staterd crying and called her a bitch. 

I just called my grandma who is at work and will be coming over in a few hours. I hope she will take me far away from my mother, i cant see her face. It is too much for me to handle anymore. 

WTF. Im pretty, im a straigh A student most of the time, im nice, polite, i dont do drugs or have sex, i dont smoke and i dont drink alochol. 

Im in my own personal hell whole. 

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